Problems uploading latest video- If it continues to be a problem, I'm going to start thinking about quitting. Making a video a scene is a job in itself on this website, and the amount of work I've been putting into things for what returns I get- I'm honestly losing interest in WAM altogether. It used to be videos I'd make for fun, now videos I have to make regardless of how I feel at that time.
I forget things once I stop thinking about them, I'm worrying about something all the time, and getting messy is becoming less and less interesting. How passionate I was about the fetish is rapidly fading.
I really don't know what to tell you. If you're here just for returns or trying to make money off of what you do, you're going to be disappointed. There are people on this site that make some money selling their wares so to speak and I have nothing against them... But that's not why I am here. The time and effort that I put into posting is because I want to, and all of my stuff is completely free. I'm not here selling anything. I'm here to possibly make a friend. I enjoy being able to share my fetish with other like-minded people. I don't get a lot of loves or even comments. That doesn't bother me. I will still be me.... And I will still spend money when I feel like it to dress up in my latex and PVC vinyl, and get cream pied. I do it anyway...... And when I do it I choose to share it with anyone here that wants to see it.
Thank you all for the help. I've recently gotten hired for a job, but not heard from them.
I'm already prone to anxiety and depression, so right now, with my father having Cancer and my only human connection being as far away as Canada- I've been feeling particularly overwhelmed by life as a whole.
I spend a lot of time lately struggling not to break down.
We're struggling to find money and help of any kind, all the while I've been dealing with stress moreso than any time of the year. Not so much the Holidays, but everything else going on- Including the sharp drop in sales I've been able to make.
It all adds up to feeling hopeless about my situation, which is frustrating given the bigger picture. I don't have a problem finding a job, as I feared, or finding a partner- I'm just trying to adjust to it and dealing with different medications-
Any type of support would be appreciated at this point in my life.